Over the pass 2 months I have...
...killed more than 20 mosquitoes
...killed more than 100 bed bugs!
... failed my mock FTT test
... attended an acting academy
... completed my IPT and RT
After a quarter thru 2014, question to myself is...
Have I achieved my goals that I set out to do?
Have I given my best for people around me?
What are the things I could have done better?
Been 2 months into my acting course and its so fun! I'm so blessed to have great classmates who are all passionate and positive about acting:) And our various instructors and mentors are all so funny and humorous. Did a monologue for our class test. I was quite satisfied with my performance as I really put much focus through the week to internalize the character. My classmates did well too. Only thing I was not very happy is I look quite ugly on screen which I have no idea why. Some film I appear fine and some film I really look crap.haha
My whole class just went for an audition. Although I don't really appreciate local drama alot but I was damn nervous and in fact I think screwed up badly for the audition. Some of my classmates did well and was really well liked by the casting directors and I'm just happy for them. It makes me want to work even harder and I have no idea why I feel so down. Not that I'm envy or jealous of the favour they had but more of self condemning myself that I should have done better. I guess I'm neurotic.
Coming week will be tough... have to study for driving theory mock test, got a shoot, got class and just learned the passing for a dear army and church friend. Hard to express how I feel now. Plus the mood from the audition really makes me so moody=(
