Wednesday, April 8, 2015

Nothing

Its the time of the year again where I do this little reflection.
Same question I asked myself again...

After a quarter thru 2015, question to myself is...
Have I achieved my goals that I set out to do?
Have I given my best for people around me?
What are the things I could have done better?

I'm about into my final 2 months of my driving lessons. I wasn't very satisfied with my last lesson as I was doing many things within the lesson and I fumbled and mixed up certain things. At some point I knew I made the mistakes but did not make adjustment as I was afraid the instructor might be angry but things got even worse. Stupid me. Nevertheless I'm grateful to all the instructors that are teaching me although I'm not getting my favored instructors nowadays but I'm okay. Most of my friends that started learning driving earlier and some even later than me have got their license. I'm happy for them

I need to work harder and I need to focus. I need to do better next lesson. Will be listening to many sermons to overcome my worry and fear. The good thing is every lesson is a fresh start again, the past mistakes is no more. I will do better next lesson. I need this space to expressed out so that next lesson I can "go again".

 Fighting! fighting! fighting!!!